who blogs at 4AM?!?! ..... i do!

i guess this is what i get for sleeping like 15 hours LAST night :/

now i rant...

i can not for the life of me get IT(person,placeorthing,use your imagination cause i wont necessarily tell) out of my head !!!! why?!?! its driving me crazy!!! and honestly,it shouldnt be doing this to me. I hate it. I really do. I can not think of ONE reason,ok maybe one,but still,after that theres NO reason why i'm so distraught right now. Maybe distraught isnt the right word cause im not necessarily mopping around all the time. Its just there and i keep being reminded of it or something will POP in my head and i'll dwell on it!!! ughh i got it bad. really bad.

why me.